Salutations. Greetings. Hello.
I am here for one purpose and one purpose only. To instruct you. To implore you. To ask for help. I want to bring you into the realm that is my brain. That vast and sometimes endless expanse of nothingness. The desert that may or may not be my mind. It could be. But it could also be a collective of minds reaching out to my hands to type this out for you to read. Or it could just be my own delusion of grandeur. I suppose I will leave that up to you; my readers; to decide.
Be you many, or be you few, you are reading this for a reason. To find your own purpose in this journey we all like to call life? To find if there are others out there with the same thoughts as you? To know that perhaps you are not as alone as you once thought; or perhaps still think you are? Your reasons are your own to read, just as my reasons are my own to write.
I want you to consider for an instant. A split second taken up in your day. Consider the world we live in. Do you see it’s flaws? Do you see the fatal mistake that is humanity? Can you understand that one day; without the interruption of divine intervention; that we are and very well may become the product of our own demise? I do. I have. It is completely and utterly terrifying.
Too many times I have been the school yard target too afraid to stand up for myself because self-defense is punished in a society made for only those destined to be born into the right clique. I have seen the tears of others and not known what to say. I have remained silent for fear of saying or doing the wrong thing. For fear of not being understood. No longer will I play the victim. No longer will I refuse to be the voice silenced by a society that deems it unfit to speak up for myself or those who cannot speak for themselves.
I want you to know that you are not alone. I am with you. Along with anyone else reading this. Feeling this. Retracing their footsteps to what them here. I need you to read. But more than that. I need you to believe. Believe that we can be so much more. So much better. But first; I need you to believe in the power that lies within you.
Don’t bother continuing on until you can repeat these things to yourself with complete, and unfailing faith. “I am awesome”. “I am unique”. “I am powerful.” “I am, and will continue to be the grease that keeps the wheels spinning to the end of eternity meets it’s own beginning.”